5.16 pm
Today is Saturday ,also is Deepavali. Since yesterday holiday untill next monday. Today I 1pm more wake up ,coz today holiday ,sister no go Erican ,can't wake up early. Just back from neighboor's house ,coz he is 'Open House' .Later night still want go uncle house eat 'Rui Cha'. Yesterday holiday ,so I wake up early to dota ,but sister wake up earlier then me ,then she use pc untill near about 10am more ,then I wait so long she just use finish. I'm very angry about wait so long ,thats why I need my own pc. I already told my father I need my own pc ,but he looks like don't care about that. Since this year start ,I no 1 day I feeling happy ,except that day I taked back my Garena id...Now I hope I have a Gf ,ctually I got a target already .Yesterday I chat with here ,but in the chat I know me not her suitable target ,and she looks like got boy friend already...Maybe this year I destine didn't have Gf..Actually I am a shame boy ,but if I meet a feeling target ,I were courageously to pursue...Sometimes I will feel I very lonely ,because I can't find any friend to confide .And now my home is hopeless to me. Everytime when parents back home ,just sometime were talk ,but sometime almost no talk .So now I feel my home just a way to sleep only...Today write liao many thing ,don't why ,suddenly my brain think dou many things ,then write here .Because here is only the way as me can confide...