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Dec 3, 2011

爱一个人,就是这样的简单 .

已经很久很久没回来写东西了。只想在这里写写下现在的心情,我们的过去.因为我知道我的blog是没有人会看的,也不想找人倾诉,所以我选择了写在这里。

在这几个月里我真的很开心,我也从没试过这样真心的去爱一个人,也只是只有她一个能够令到我为她做了很多事情.可惜的到最后还是分手了。

在九月的时候,我和她开始了.我们算是从书展做工认识的,那是我见到她对她并没有好感,也不是很熟只是说过几句话罢了,也不知道对方的名字。直到书展完了,也没想过要她电话,过后在面子书找到了也加了她。就这样像平常的赞一赞,聊一聊。过了一阵子发觉开始对她有好感了。她大我两岁,不过这都不是个问题,过了一个多月也开始暧昧起来了。

刚开始的时候,也因为分隔两地没得见面所以可以说是除了睡觉之外,其余的时间都是在聊天,简直是无所不谈。开始了一两个礼拜,她提出了第一次分手,如果没记错的话原因好像是我工作太累要早休息没陪到她。过了那次我也给了她承诺,努力工作,以后给她幸福.她也答应过我她会等.就这样没事的又甜甜蜜蜜的过去了。也就因为那次我也尽量夜一些睡去陪她聊天了。

其实我知道我没什么钱也很难存到钱,所以才会给她一个承诺好让我可以努力工作。我从来没试过轻易说这些话,也不知道为什么她可以令到我说出这些话。也就这样的我每天都没有偷懒准时的返工,放工了就陪她聊到睡觉.我跟她说给我五年的时间,我会娶她.如果有人看到了可能会觉得我还年轻,还不是时候说这些东西。我只想说有目标就有动力去完成,所以我也没去理会别人怎样看。

时间慢慢过去了,我们有时吵架,有时甜蜜,也还是一样在一起。过后她提出了第二次分手,原因是我对她太好了,她没有为我做过什么事情。其实我也没去介意这些东西,因为我是真的爱她。那一次我记得是星期日我早放工,一放工了我就去面包店买面包,记得那时还下着雨。我想到她在KL 一个人住,怕她肚子饿了没东西吃,所以就买了面包飞车的下了巴生.途中看到了她在fb 写她想喝 Starbucks ,我到了巴生也买了杯连同面包放在她巴生家门口,没见到面放下了就回了.过后还在她家附近的油站等信息,还以为她看到了会叫我回头想见见我,结果还是自己太天真。不过过后也没事了,我也没去想酱多。

如果有人看到了这里,可能会觉得我很傻。天涯何处无芳草,为什么我会为一个女人做这种事。因为我以前从来不会做出些哄女朋友的事的,她们不喜欢就分,我也不会去挽留。只是不知道为什么这一次我会一直去挽留,去维护这段爱情。每一次她心情不好的时候她都会冷冷的回我信息,但我没去介意酱多,反而我是在努力的想办法来哄她.对我来说她完全是没问题的,只是我就应该改进我不够好的地方。到了第三次她提出分手,那一次是星期五我休息,我也用回同样的方法,打包了包鸡饭到了她家门口,交了给她屋主给她我就回家了。过后收到了封信息又没事了。过后还陪她去剪头发和买香水。

有一次她心情不好,那时我爸妈去了中国,第二天我又休息。我凌晨两点多看到信息,就立刻飞车下kl到她的家门口然后信息她,可是她回我的时候好像没有察觉到我跟她说我已在她家门口,我等下等下就在车开窗睡了一整晚。到了早上,以平时她读书走路出门的时候一定会看到我车的,可是那天她偏偏就是走另外一条路去复印东西才去读书,可能上天就是要玩我吧。我等了一整晚也白费了,不过她没事了我也开车回家睡觉了。

只是到了上个星期四,她提出了第四次分手,这次我们再也没机会在一起了。这次的原因是我太过紧张我工作了,没时间陪到她。我只想说,就是因为我答应过她,我要给她幸福所以我在努力工作。我一休息,一有时间就不理朋友的邀约,也把全部时间用完去陪她了,可以原来是不够的。有时我做工真的做到很累,但我也尽我的能力去陪她了。

但前两个星期我终于挨到病了,医生告诉我是太累才会导致生病,开了些松根和发烧的要叫我好好休息。这个原因我从来没对过任何人说过,包括她,只是说普通发烧罢了。我不说的原因是不想他担心,也不想她因为我而不开心。就这样好了之后我还是继续去陪她。到了第二次生病,她也肚子痛,那时我病了我也照样去陪她看医生,原因是我不想她不舒服的自己一个跑去看医生。在爸妈去了中国那一个星期,就算我累我几乎每天做完工都去陪她,我看那个星期她也很开心。

记得有一次她生气得很厉害,原因是我竟然忘了她的生日。可是过后还是没事了,那次之后我再也不敢忘记她的生日了。可是我就是记忆力差,所以那次之后我就用笔写了她的生日日期在我右手的手臂上。每一天冲完凉一定会不见了,所以我就每天都写。我写在右手的原因是我是用右手写字的,所以用左手写在手臂上是很难的。也就是因为越难做的东西要每天都做才会容易记得,所以我才选择了这个方法,也不想她再因为这个原因再一次生气,到了今天我依然还在写。我知道我记忆差,我也尽量去做些事情去补救。包括很多关于她的东西我都用纸写起来放在钱包。这写事情我也没给她知道,因为如果她知道了也可能会因为我记不起她的事而生气了。

有一次她说她想吃巧克力,我也记得她说过她喜欢吃Macaron 的,但是那个品牌很少地方有得买到的。过后我也向朋友找来地址去找那间店了,可惜KL的路我不熟。但我也抱着只要买到她就会开心的心态,放了工就去找。但那时我在KL兜了半个小时多都找不到当我想放弃的时候,终于给我找到了买了十粒就立刻去找她了,当然价钱也不便宜...送了给她的那时,她开心的笑了,我看着她开心我也跟着笑了。其实只要她开心我也没什么好期望了。

和她在一起的日子里我真的很怀念,怀念着她开心笑的时候,怀念每次再见时对她说我爱你,她再应回我也爱你的时候。可惜这些时刻永远都不会再发生了。她每次开心笑出来的时候我都会望着她,我只想看清楚她开心的样子好让我永远都会记住。到现在遗憾的是我跟她的合照只有那几张,不过每天现在每天我都有开来看一看,然后想一想会之前我们甜蜜的日子。现在我担心的是她会不会时常饿了又不去吃东西,自己搭车回巴生的时候会不会有危险。写到这里我真的眼红了。

到了今天我还是继续的等,我等的不是她回到我的身边,因为我知道我们没有可能在回一起了,而我等的是她能找到一个可以令她真正开心的,
可以令她不会觉得孤独的,
能时常陪她的,
不会令她伤心的,
不会时常忘记东西的,
不吸烟的,
会疼她和对她好的男人。只要她找到了,她真的幸福了,就是我等到的时候了。

如果真的有人看到我的blog,可能会觉得我是不是男人,这么容易就眼红,还写买这些东西。我想说的就是,每个人都会有不开心的时候,人是一定会哭的,人也一定会不开心的。我只是不想人知道我的心里事我才写这些东西在这里,如果你们不喜欢看可以不看。

有朋友问我,‘天涯何处无芳草,你的条件也不差,还有很多女人可以选啊,就是不明白你为什么会那么爱她,你这样去为一个女人做酱多东西,值得咩?到最后也不是个人家飞!’ 当时我没有应他。我现在只是想说,当你真的真心去爱一个人的时候,就会奋不顾身去做些东西只想她开心和快乐,也不会去计较。 因为爱一个人,就是这样的简单. . .

到最后我只想亲口对她说: 对不起,是我不够好 :(

Mar 27, 2011

I'm Back ! 我回来了 !

大家好,我终于回来了!想下也很久没有update我的blog了,我看也有半年多了。忙嘛,就没时间update哈哈.刚好今天难得得空就回来更新下咯。。。

那么就没更新了,也不知道要写什么好。。。哈哈。

就来说车好了。这段时间里,我去了几个car show (我的最爱)!有Bukit Jalil 的,I-city 的还有KL的国际车展,想回都开心哈哈。

说到那次Bukit Jalil 的车展,啊豪的车也有去参赛。他的车在Johor 的,那次本来要我陪他回去拿车然后第二天就叫我架回来KL直接去上课(心想能驾到他的车都爽).

但天意就是喜欢弄人,他爸爸突然跟他说"叫他不用回来了,我架下来给你,不用你那么辛苦" 我顿时觉得无言!
不过想回也觉得是的,拜四读完书就搭巴士回Johor ,拜五一早又要回来KL上课。。
不过还好拜五读完书就直接去找他爸爸拿车再进Car show .当进去进口的时候也觉得爽,很多人都看着我们,如果那架车是我的就好了。


等到第二天拜六,也忘了什么原因,好像是家人回了家乡,剩下我自己一个在家,好时机!一早就起来拿了车钥匙就架车去Bukit jalil 。第一次偷驾车去酱远,感觉超爽的。
这车展举办三天,我就三天都去。单单门票就花掉我56块。。。不过没关系,至少给钱有美车看.




这个是Bukit Jalil 的照片。
BuKit Jalil SupeR Auto Mix Car Show

至于I-city 的Car show就没有拍到照片了,因为在晚上,电话又差拍不到,真可惜。。。

去年忘了几月几号我的Skm lvl 1,2,3 终于毕业了。休息了近一个月多我的Diploma Course也在去年十月25号开课了。
在开课前,我在Zitron 做了三个礼拜的工,感觉也不错,因为是我在KL的第一份工。在开课没多就,时间就时常改,到不知道几时start从早上八点到下午一点.
想到反正放学后回家都没有东西做,于是放学了又回到Zitron做工直到现在。应该到五月头就毕业了。。但还是没得休息,应为毕业了还要去training...

上了Diploma我学了特别多关于车的东西,比如说Engine code,我最喜欢的!

VQ35 : Fairlady 350z
VQ37 : Fairlady 370z
RB26 : Skyline R32
VR38 DETT : Skyline R35
4G63T : Evo 1-9
4B11 : Latest Lancer/Inspira
4B11T : Evo 10
4B10 : New Mivec 1.8 Engine
4B12 : New Mivec 2.4 Engine
4G18 : Waja
4G93 : Satria GTI 1.8/Putra 1.8
4G93T : Gsr Turbo
M16A : Swift 1.6
M18a : Swift 1.8
K20A : Civic Type R
H22A : Honda Prelude 2.2

还有很多,这些是我特别记得的,在写下去就没时间睡觉了。。。

这几个月里,我学会了Rap这首歌,哈哈!




至于爱情那方面来说,在这段时间里给我遇到了我第三段恋情。但这次又和上次一样给人背叛了,哈哈。我也不知是可笑还是可怜。。。但就在刚分手那段时间又遇到另一个她。
就在过年时认识的,第一眼看下去就有一点感觉。只是我人比较慢热所以也没什么举动。
知道那天晚上去唱K 才有点举动,但那些东西也没什么好写的。。

到了最后还是没有结果,天意还是喜欢弄人,我也没有什么话好说。


晚安了,有时间再上来update吧 .

Jun 7, 2010

Jb trip ~

So fast June ady ,I study in Despark also wan half year ady...Last friday I go johor again ,yesterday only back .

Haha ,last two week only back from Genting and Johor ,passed two week go Johor again ,damn fast =)

That day me and wai jian follow hao back ,and he fetch 2 more girl back ,so inside the car got 5 people ,but still can run until 160km/h when downhill ,viva 660c.c not bad oh =)

Last friday also is hao birthday ,so we buy cake and celebrate with him .But he didn't get any suprise ,coz he fetch we go buy cake - -' After lunch we celebrate and take photo but no eat cake ,coz last week is rupert teach we ,nid learn bosch and modul 11 ,so no time to let we eat cake and the cake we after 5pm oni eat .

Me and Wai jian when lucnh time only decide wan go Johor de ,we nite oni go ,so when finish school and back home take clothes first .

After finish exam 2 paper ,we all back class eat cake and back home .I follow Wai jian back his house and Yee loon fetch we .Coz yee loon's father just brought a Kenari for him ,so we got car sit ^^

After reached Wai Jian house wait he change shoe den we drive car go yam cha .Yam till near by 7pm he go shool fetch his cousin back home .His cousin house beside his house only .Then I at his room wait him eat and bath then he fetch me back home .

Then he at my room see magazine wait me bath ,eat dinner and take clothes .After that we back his house and wait hao come fetch we go Johor .

Then reach Wai Jian house ,his gf also come his house ,then they 2 at his room ,I at lobby wait .Then 10pm ++ hao come ady ,fetched we 2 and go Setapak fetch 1 more friend .

After fetch his friend ,he found he forgot take passport and turn back to Pj take ,haha .Then when we reached Sungai besi toll also 12am more ady .

We near by 3am reached hao house ,after reached his house ,open pc suft xia web and brush teeth sleep .Then Saturday we 10am more wake up and go hao house de copitiam eat breakfast .After finish eat we go his friend's accoseriese shop see his car .

This is his car.




Cefiro A32 .

His car at his friend's shop coz his car wan make hydraulic suspension .
This is hydraulic pump .



See this 3 picture ,you will know the car damn low .But this haven complete ,later more LOW .





So now the below picture are show the hydraulic completed ,kiss the floor =D




This is most high .

And let's see most low .







Wow ,damn nice .

Here is a video of his car ,my phone camera bad ,quality bad also .Maybe hard to see ~


We at his friend's shop wait until 5pm more ,his car finish already ,then go tayar shop turn alignment till 7pm more .Back his house bath and go out eat dinner .

After eat dinner we go yam cha till near by 10pm .After yam cha then we go 迷城 pub .After we reached hao borrow his friend's Evo fetch we back home change shoe .Then I sit Evo again ^^

We at 迷城 drink beer ,until 3am more then we back home and sleep .

Then Sunday we 8am more wake up already ,coz hao and his gf wan go Singapore ,so me and Wai jian stay at Johor bharu .

We wake up brush teeth and collect clothes then go eat breakfast .Finish eat then go Johor bahru ady .We 12pm more reached there ,then me and Wai jian go jalan -jalan .

At there we saw game show ,go Popular read magazine ,At Mc donald eat lunch .We at there till near by 6pm more then hao call come already .After we meet then straight back Kl ady .

We 6pm more start back ,near by 10pm oni reach KL ,coz sesak .Hao left me at Wai Jian house ,and then Wai jian fetch me back home ,coz he very tired already .

This time Jb trip i very happy ,I hope will go again ,again and again ,hahaha .

May 27, 2010

Holiday ~.~

Yoyo ,one month more no write blog ady .coz lazy .Haha .Study 5 month more finally break 1 week ,happy ~~

Last month many thing happened ,but I forgot ady ~Haha .Just rmb I watched IP man 2 and Iron man 2 .I rmb that day is Saturday , Jun back from ns and he bring 1 fren come KL .Me ,jun ,kit ,hao ,joshua ,joanne ,jack and fai zai go Sungai wang gai gai ,then go roller .After roller we go watch Iron man 2 ,act we wan watch Ip man 2 de ,but fai zai tak cukup umur can't see ,den watch iron man 2 .

Then sunday we go Leisure mall watch Ip man 2 ,damn nice .

Last week is that fucking indian guy teaching we ,he teach is very very boring .What also can't do .Then last friday me ,hao and xiang take half day and follow hao back Batu Pahat .We 11.30 go ,near by 3 pm reached Batu Pahat .We take viva go ,that viva 660cc when down hill oso can run until 160km/h ,cool .

After reached hao home ,we bath and go out jalan jalan .4pm more we go see hao mia Cefiro ,that car still painting ,can't drive .Then we sit viva go Johor Bharu ,in car got hao ,me and xiang ,and 2 ppl .1 is xiao mei mei ,1 is popo .Forgot is who liao...

Near by 7pm we reach Johor Bharu ,me and xiang stay Johor Bharu City Mall ,hao and 2 ppl go Singapore .Coz we 2 no passport so can't go .

Me and xiang spent 2 hours more at city mall ,just jalan jalan and go cc suft web..Then 9pm more hao back to Johor Bharu and fetch we back Batu Pahat .He go Singapore brought a new handphone .Htc Hd2 .That phone quite nice xia .

11pm we reached hao home ,bath and chg clothes den go pub .That pub call 迷城 。Sit down awhile then got 1 china ladies choose me to drink ,knn .Drink till 2am more ,hao mia fren all back ady ,then we oso back .That time I mabuk already ...But reached hao home I still go go facebook play game ,haha .

Second day we 10pm more wake up and go hao mia copitiam eat breakfast .After that we go find hao's friends .12pm more we go eat lunch with hao's friend .Then 2pm more hao go cut hair .4pm more we back KL .We take Naza Ria back KL ,coz wan go Genting .

Near by 7pm we reached PJ ,I at poh heng hostel sleep .Then Sunday morning I bring poh heng back my house take clothes ,coz wan go to Genting .After that I bring poh heng go Sungai wang buy shoes .After that we take LRT back Pj ,5pm more reached poh heng home .Then at his hostel see movie .Watch until 8pm we 2 go paramount pasar malam eat dinner with teck .After eat walk awhile pasar malam den back hostel watch movie again .Near by 10 pm more ,fu gor call come ask we go cc then come fetch we .

We go Pj SS2 Inc cc ,open pc awhile then hao call come ,ask we later 12am nail Genting .Then we 3 back hostel take thing and walk go teck hostel wait Nicolas and Kah leong come .After they 2 reached we go fetch ah wei and xiang .

We naik bukit we open sunroof ,the wind damn strong and damn song ,haha .We 2 am more reached Genting .Then we park the car jalan jalan and take photo .3am more we park the car at First world parking and go find a place to charge hao phone battery .4am more we go Mc Donald eat breakfast ,after that we go car sleep .

This photo is we taked at Genting .



When at car I can't sleep ,coz at Mc donald drink a cup of coffe ,then out jalan till 7am more .Me ,Nicolas and ah wei go out jalan and meet the fresh air .Near by 9am they all wake up ,and change clothes go eat .After that we in outdoor and play .

Play until 3pm more ,we go car take thing and go First world check in .4pm more we check in and play awhile ,I and hao sleep and hotel ,they all continue play .They 7pm more back to hotel and ask me wake up .Just sleep 1 hour more and I 30hours no sleep ady ,when I wake up oso didn't feel tired ,wuahaha .

After they back hotel ,some ppl sleep some ppl play ' Chor Dai D ' with me .Till 9 pm more they all wake up already ,then we go KFC eat dinner .After that go jalan jalan till 11 pm more ,then go Safari .But can't in ,coz both of we oso not enough 18 years old .Then we go sing K .We 8 people go sing K ,left Fu gor at hotel ,coz he dun wan go .

When we sing K ,we open one bottle Vodka ,1 pm more drink finish already ,like feel not enough then call 3 more jug Tiger beer ,I drink until muntah already .Then we sing until 3 am more and back hotel sleep .

Tuesday 10 pm more we wake up ,bath and collect thing till 11pm more den go check out .After check out we go Old town eat breakfast .After that we go 迷宫 play awhile and take photo .

After that we go in first world there play snooker till 4pm more ,then back to KL .6pm more reached KL .


This pic is all of we who was going Genting .Abit black ,haha .


This is Genting First world hotel .


More photo can go Facebook view .Here the link .Genting Trip

This time Johor and Genting trip quite nice ,I hope will go again .

Apr 26, 2010

Haiz ....

Haiz sien ah ,today start learning level 2 modul 6 already ,brake system .Today after lunch then terus go do practical already ,do until 5pm ,damn tired .The fucking brake piston very hard to in lo ,tmr still wan overhaul drum brake ,I really duno I can tahan till when .

MY forum will back soon ,last time give that bear lie already .But duno need wait till when...

Now the forum is like this ,I think administrator are being maintain ,hope will back fast .



Haha all black ,hard to see what there write .Want to see just go my.garena.com/forum ~

Last week ding ye birthday ,we at lunch go KINGS brought a cake for and give suprise him .We got record the video ,want see just go my facebook ,lazy upload here .Here just got the picture .



Black forest cake =D

Saturday night I drive waja go 京城 eat dinner and go uncle house ,very song .When out father sudden give kunci me and ask me drive .But so what la ,still can't alone drive ,they give me drive how many times also no use ,I want ALONE DRIVE !!!

Today Yee Loon drive sentra come ,I ask him let me drive .But he won't let me drive ,coz that car not him 1 .Nvm la ,his viva let me drive b4 ,is me not dare to drive manual car only .

Now Jenny like dun wan peduli me already ,duno what's the reason .Hope it will fix soon .

This morning I go KK buy Marbollo black mentol ,the seller give me Panadol . Lol funny ?Or maybe my face looks like need panadol more than cigarates ?

This few days moody =(

Apr 21, 2010

MY forum no more =(

Haiz ,just now on msn and saw MY.Bear says forum is no more...I just reply really ? Then he no reply any more ,but he in forum got some power ,I think he will not joke for me .

If like this ,means my forum moderator jobs in MY forum are no more...I spend many time to handle it ,the fucking hacker just hacked ,den what also gone ,wtf of that ???

Lucky last time taked few screen shot .








But now just can be recall T.T

Today kit and his fren go play basketball ,he with his fren go ,so I solo back .Long time no walk ,when back till home very tired...

Last few weeks take de pictures ~

Safety first ,haha .




This is mine ,not lengzai also =(



Last week I reconnect with Jenny ,haha .Few years never contact with her jo ,at Facebook meet back then ask her take hp number and chatting ^^

Actually this saturday I follow how back Johor de ,but he sudden says no back le ,mayb more 2 weeks he back ,then I follow .

And next saturday planning go clubling ,hope it will success .Now tired already ,going sleep ~~

Apr 12, 2010

MY Forum Get Hacked Again..

Wow ,long time no update blog already ,coz busy to handle my section .But since last friday ,MY forum get hacked again...till now oso haven back ,so I nothing to do then can write blog >.<

This few weeks many thing happen lo .When 26th march we go Tak Wai house bbq ma ,I sit Evo go !!! Yee loon accident no car jo ,but got a chance let me sit evo again .After finish study I and xiang go teck hostel bath and wait how come to fetch we go Sungai Long .Then me ,how ,teck ,xiang and wai jian sit evo go .That day damn song lo ,after cross toll ,how terus pump oil ,I saw the meter till 170 km/h already ,wuahaha damn song ,I still sit in front ~~ That really is a good experience .

After finish bbq me ,teck and xiang go yee loon house overnight .Henry fetch we ,he drive myvi oso run until 150km/h ,haha that day knn song .

At yee loon house take jo some picture .

This is yee loon mia 'rock band '


Then this 2 picture is mine >.<



We at yee loon house play 'Chor Dai D ' until 3am more baru sleep ,teck and xiang 6am more den follow yee loon parents go lrt station already ,me afternoon only back home .Then 3pm more back to Pahang for sunday 拜山 .

Kit now same with we study in Despark already ,every morning we asing go then when back we take Putra lrt go Masjid Jamek change Start lrt go tasik selatan ,then kit's mother fetch we back home .

And then last 2 week level 2 modul 1 mia exam I fail 9 jo >.< Nid pay rm50 already...T.T My class got 9 ppl fail that exam include me ,but we haven re-take .Mayb this week will re-take .

Few weeks ago I ask mom when I can drive ,she answered me 'now dun drive car first la ,if drive car nid extra money to pay petrol money and parking money '
So I haven nothing to answer ,just thinking whr can I find the money to pay petrol money myself .

Now my ear hole put other thing already~~Just share the picture here...


That small ear hole gonna be that right hand site ear hole >.<

Ytd sunday ,my family all go out Mid Valley except me ,den I solo at home but nothing can do .Wait until 2pm more I drive go cut hair and dabao chicken rice to eat .

After finish cut hair 3pm more already ,I want find ppl come out yam cha de ,but all busying ,den I go dabao and back home already .At home suft web till 7pm more then go cook 2 packet korea mee for my dinner .After eat dinner den c xia newspaper wait parents back and go suft web till 11pm more then go sleep le .